Friday, 22 December 2017

Quitting.

This is really sudden but I feel like I needed to say this.

I'm quitting this blog...

This post is really hard to make, after over 3 years of blogging but yes, I'm quitting. This is sudden for me too, as just a week ago I was making a template and all for this blog in hopes that I'd start posting again but I really can't keep this up anymore. I feel like a really bad person by quitting all of a sudden without saying anything to my friends.

I thought long and hard last night, and decided that this was for the best.
I don't have any interest in Animal Jam anymore, I really, really don't. I've grown out of it and if I continue trying to write posts for something I don't enjoy anymore, it'll end in failure. And by failure, I mean me not being able to write anything at all but pretending that I still like AJ. I don't want to make false promises and not being able to act on them. I can't stay on AJ for over 2-3 minutes nowadays because, well, there's nothing to do. My buddies are not online when I am. It's not their fault, we just have different time-zones. AJ has changed a bit over the past few months and because of my long 2-3 month break from it, I've completely lost my interest. More or less, I've grown older and I've found new things that I enjoy.

School is also a huge problem. I would've quit next year because of school, even if I still was interested in AJ. Once high school starts in my country students have to go to these ''academies'' after school. They're basically just normal school hours but.. after school? It sucks. My parents have a lot of expectations from me. They want me to go study abroad after my 3rd year in high school. I know I'm not in high school yet but this grade is still very hard. We have huge tests and a lot of homework. I get less than an hour to do leisure activities, just think about how hard things will get next year for me. It's very scary. I don't want to be spending a bunch of time playing AJ, writing posts and all that when studies are very hard.

To be fairly honest, school is a smaller problem than my loss of interest.

I have a little message for all of my buddies as they're the only reason I've been playing AJ for these 3 years. This is awfully cheesy but I mean it. Thank you so much! Thanks so much for always sticking by me. You've all cheered me up on my worst days, made me laugh and smile countless times and been the best of friends one could ever have, even though we don't even know each other in real life. I know I'm not a very good friend but I try my hardest, I really do. I'll still try to talk to you all on other social medias because I really can't think of ever not being with you guys forever. I can't even convey my feelings properly in words. Uhh, this sounds so cheesy and dramatic but I really, really, reaaaaally mean it. :D

I'm actually crying so hard right now. It's hard to post this. I don't want to quit but I can't keep posting either. I'm so, so sorry. Thanks so much for everything, guys. I'll never forget about this blog. Hopefully, if I ever get the time, I'll make a post telling you guys about how I'm doing.

Again, I'm sorry for bringing this up at such a happy time of the year. I'm greatly sorry. I just couldn't keep it all in for long.
Well, this is it. I could say so many things but I don't know how to write them down into words. Thank you for all your support throughout the years. I love you all so much, remember that. <3

Goodbye! I hope we can talk again sometime. ^.^

-Purplestarclub

7 comments:

  1. Aww, no, Purple... :'(

    I will miss you so much. So so much. I'm literally tearing up right now. Your posts always made me smile and I love reading about you because you're my friend. <3

    I understand why you are quitting.

    But that doesn't make it easier to say goodbye. :'(

    I don't know what else to say besides... I miss you.

    I really hope your life will be better than you can ask for or imagine. God has amazing plans for you. You have a good future ahead of you. <3 Don't ever stop believing.

    I love you, Purple. *hugs Purple tightly* You're an amazing friend, an amazing artist, an amazing person. Don't EVER let anyone tell you otherwise.

    Please don't remove this blog from the internet. It has a load of memories packed onto it.

    Again, I'll miss you, I love you, and I wish you the very best in life.

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    1. Thanks so much, Lost! You’ve been an awesome friend to me. I’ll always remember you and all the times you’ve made me smile.
      Yes, I won’t delete this blog. As you said, this blog has a lot of good memories in it and deleting it would be impossible for me to do.
      I’ll miss you a lot too. I’m hoping we can talk on Hangouts and other social media, still.

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  2. Aww.. :C I'm gonna miss you Purple! :'c

    I know we never really talked or anything, But I'm gonna miss you lots, I understand why your leaving, But saying goodbye is hard, It wont be the same without you, And your posts wore so fun to read.

    I completely respect your choice, Purple. Sometimes quitting AJ is for the best, We all have a life behind the screen, Staying active can be hard when your growing up, And having a lot of studies, And have other hobbies then blogging and AJ.

    I hope you'll be okay, And it's alright to be scared, Just know that there's anyways someone by your side. :) I'll always remember you, Purple! I wish you well, And I'll hope to hear from you again. Just remember your an amazing person! And don't let anyone get in the way of your dreams, Believe in yourself! c:

    Have an amazing life, Purple! I'll miss you.


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    1. Thanks so much, Talloose! I really appreciate the kind words. Thanks so much for understanding why I’m quitting. I’ll miss you tons.
      I hope we can keep in touch through social media. ^.^

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  3. NOOO! D': I am pretty much crying.. I loved your post's so much Purple, you are such an amazing person, I'm so glad we can still talk on google hangouts though :) *hugs* We will all miss you so much :( :( I completely understand why you are quitting :') I wish you luck on scohol, and everything, remember God has amazing plans for your life :)
    Peace <3 ninjas

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  4. Awwwwwwwwwwwwww. Purple, I just wanted to say. You have been one of my buddies that I known for the longest in the world of AJ. Thank you for being an amazing friend and someone who tried your best to keep up with posting even if you couldn’t. You are such a compassionate person and I hope this isn’t a total goodbye forever. I know we may not talk as much now that you have quit but. Just know that you had a great impact on our lives and that you always will. We will all miss your posts and talking to you a lot. Let’s just remember you aren’t totally gone. I will mis you so much! Good luck in school. See ya soon Purple<3

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  5. Hey, I am a little late, but make sure you do what you want to do in life, it's pretty short. I did read a bunch of your blog post, and whenever you posted I got excited. I was thinking of quitting, but I do still play AJ, and I want to put out something. Thanks for the blog post and memories! ~Num/Addygym

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