Quitting.

This is really sudden but I feel like I needed to say this.

I'm quitting this blog...

This post is really hard to make, after over 3 years of blogging but yes, I'm quitting. This is sudden for me too, as just a week ago I was making a template and all for this blog in hopes that I'd start posting again but I really can't keep this up anymore. I feel like a really bad person by quitting all of a sudden without saying anything to my friends.

I thought long and hard last night, and decided that this was for the best.
I don't have any interest in Animal Jam anymore, I really, really don't. I've grown out of it and if I continue trying to write posts for something I don't enjoy anymore, it'll end in failure. And by failure, I mean me not being able to write anything at all but pretending that I still like AJ. I don't want to make false promises and not being able to act on them. I can't stay on AJ for over 2-3 minutes nowadays because, well, there's nothing to do. My buddies are not online when I am. It's not their fault, we just have different time-zones. AJ has changed a bit over the past few months and because of my long 2-3 month break from it, I've completely lost my interest. More or less, I've grown older and I've found new things that I enjoy.

School is also a huge problem. I would've quit next year because of school, even if I still was interested in AJ. Once high school starts in my country students have to go to these ''academies'' after school. They're basically just normal school hours but.. after school? It sucks. My parents have a lot of expectations from me. They want me to go study abroad after my 3rd year in high school. I know I'm not in high school yet but this grade is still very hard. We have huge tests and a lot of homework. I get less than an hour to do leisure activities, just think about how hard things will get next year for me. It's very scary. I don't want to be spending a bunch of time playing AJ, writing posts and all that when studies are very hard.

To be fairly honest, school is a smaller problem than my loss of interest.

I have a little message for all of my buddies as they're the only reason I've been playing AJ for these 3 years. This is awfully cheesy but I mean it. Thank you so much! Thanks so much for always sticking by me. You've all cheered me up on my worst days, made me laugh and smile countless times and been the best of friends one could ever have, even though we don't even know each other in real life. I know I'm not a very good friend but I try my hardest, I really do. I'll still try to talk to you all on other social medias because I really can't think of ever not being with you guys forever. I can't even convey my feelings properly in words. Uhh, this sounds so cheesy and dramatic but I really, really, reaaaaally mean it. :D

I'm actually crying so hard right now. It's hard to post this. I don't want to quit but I can't keep posting either. I'm so, so sorry. Thanks so much for everything, guys. I'll never forget about this blog. Hopefully, if I ever get the time, I'll make a post telling you guys about how I'm doing.

Again, I'm sorry for bringing this up at such a happy time of the year. I'm greatly sorry. I just couldn't keep it all in for long.
Well, this is it. I could say so many things but I don't know how to write them down into words. Thank you for all your support throughout the years. I love you all so much, remember that. <3

Goodbye! I hope we can talk again sometime. ^.^

-Purplestarclub