Hey guys... I've been really thinking about this for a while. I'm awful. Now, this post is not written to get those inspirational comments from my readers. For example, the "Don't feel down, you can do it!1!1!1!1!" ones. I'm sorry, I just feel like I'm being annoying to the viewers.
Well, I'm awful, no kidding. For some reasons listed above. *~*
1. I don't work hard enough on this blog or go on AJ a lot:
Haha, look at me. Complaining about my blog being unpopular when I don't even work hard on it. It honestly doesn't deserve the 6 followers that it has. lol. I've tried asking about my computer to my dad. He checked it, but he didn't say anything. I'm still scared to ask him about what happened to the computer or fix it because... Well... You see, he was away from my country for 6 years. I just find it hard to ask for favours from him because of our distance... I can't even talk to him properly, wow.
Even when my computer isn't damaged, I'm still lazy and all to pay time to my blog. I love blogging, but, maybe I'm losing interest a bit. D:
2. I'm not talented...
I just look at all those blogs and think, "Wow, they're amazing at ______!" I draw like I just figured out how to hold a pencil in my hand a few minutes ago. I'm not good at writing one bit. Okay, the writing one DOES have a reason, because of me being from a country in which speaking English is like, a very magestic thing LOL. I wish I knew what the purpose of me making a blog was.
3. I'm an awful buddy.
Ok, so... I don't visit you often, I don't give great advice, I hide my opinions, I'm not there when you need me and so on. Now I know why I have 80/200 buddies. Ha.
4. I lie to fit in.
Ok, I'd say this is a BAD habit! Let's say, you tell me about yourself. I find just a single similarity in our personalities and I say that we're like so same ermgod. I remember one time when my buddy was talking about anime and I said that I'm "such a huge anime fan" when I've only watched 3 animes. Heh. I find it hard to be myself near other people because I try so hard to make us "really good buddies" who are, like, so similar. Ughhhhh. I'm slowly trying to get rid of this habit so... Ya?
Well, tomorrow is Sunday so I'll try convincing my father to fix the computer, maybe. What if a rainbow appears and all my bad traits get fixed (including my stupid, old computer *wink wonk*). Bye!